In today’s episode of confessions, a young guy has divulged what we call an incest and is in a state dilemma & in trepidation he’s currently living in …..

In his own words he said;

I’m a 21 year old final year student in one of the private Universities in Ghana and I am sharing this story to ask for help. The thing is, I live with my mum and dad and two younger siblings. My father also adopted his younger sister’s daughter when we were kids. My aunt is not financially stable and it was dad’s way of helping her with the burden of raising her daughter as a single mum.

When my cousin came to live with us, she was around 6 or 7 years and she is the same age as I am. We have practically grown up together up until now. We go to the same university, but she does a different course. My parents have raised us all equally and only her surname shows that she is not my sister.

There was a day we went to his house and he told us he will show us something. He pulled out a cd and inserted it into the DVD. That was the first time I saw p*rn and we were 12 years. I was intrigued and so were my friend and cousin. That was the first time I started playing with myself in a s*xual way.

The image was very clear in my mind and I would imagine it and m*sturbate with it. Later my cousin and I started playing with ourselves. She will stroke my p*nis and I’ll insert my finger in her. We were 13 or 14.

We even have s*x with each other when we’re dating other people. Currently, I have been dating a girl for 7 months. She is a normal cool girl, but nothing can be compared to my cousin. She was the first girl I ever knew in a s*xual way and I feel like we have this very strange bond. There was a time after SHS when she went to stay with her dad for some months. We both couldn’t stay away from each other.

The way the house is, my parents room are at the far end and that’s why they don’t hear us or haven’t caught us all these years. My parents see us as siblings so even though we are very close, they see it as a good thing. Afterall we are agemates and we attend the same school. So if she’s with me in my room chatting, there is nothing suspicious about that.

My life will end the day my mum or dad finds out about what we’ve been doing for years. I don’t know if this is the right platform to share this, but I just need help because as a Christian, sleeping with my cousin is not a good thing and I can’t marry her in the future, but I can’t stop having s*x with her. Please any help?

Credit:AnonymousConfession